i dunno what to say, too much to say, been crying more often and hate it. i hate change, who doesn't?. i want to hide. i want to sleep forever. i almost walked away at 10 pm during a storm i didn't care. i didn't. my ex wants me back but i don't love him it hurts theres a part of me that wants to stay, but there is no use if your only gonna be acting. he was a month to visiting me but we couldn't keep our flame lit. i like someone else he's great. shits happening life is sucking quite a bit. i would go in a coma if i could for as long as i could but i can't so FUCK...


i feel so selfish for complaining about this shit but i must let it out *sighs* since cant really talk to anyone i know in real life.